I haven't written to you in awhile on the account that I haven't had much internet access aside from sitting down at Chic Fil A to check up on some emails and people's comments on my YouTube channel.
It has been a really long time since I last moved, over a decade, and i'm not sure how well I am adjusting to the entire experience. On the upside, i'm not techincally living with my family anymore. They moved to Texas and I am moving back in a few weeks! I'm not moving back to the same city. but close enough right?
It's a strange feeling, leaving people behind. It's like the two of you forget each other and they don't exist anymore. Life goes on and the world doesn't just stop like you almost hope it would or think it should. But i'm hoping to see light at the end of this tunnel. Even though I feel a lot of loss for my friends and everything that I left behind, I still am looking forward to a bright future for myself.
I feel shaky on my feet but I know I can make it through. I'm sure if my future self could tell me anyhing right now, she would say just hold on, liz. It may seem scary now- all these new things- but you're going to make it. You're going to come out a stronger and better person for everything that you go through.
Now, off my soap box for a bit. Here's a pic of the new house i'm half living in!
It's not the most elegant house in the world but it is nice by any means!
I do have to say that in my small amount of experiences here, the people are nice, the churches filled with good people, buildings and the land are well taken care of, and I have never been more sick of burgers in my life! If one good thing came of this, Texas has helped push me into a health kick!
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